When i look east on my street,
all i see is an empty spot where the
speed radar trailer once was parked
It makes me feel an emptiness so black and dark i cannot describe
I am Autistic and physically Disabled also I am lonely housebound,
unable to get out and go places and do things
all of my good friends are all on Facebook and live a long ways away
my caregiver is my friend also but she is unable to take me places and be here more than
my allotted hours
most of my family all shun and ignore me
i still have many painful issues with bullies in an auto shop across the way
when the speed trailer was here, it actually made me feel safe
to come out of my house for the first time
and it became a really cool imaginary friend to me because of my loneliness
The speed trailer actually even got me outside as i was fascinated
with how it looked, and worked
it was a very real security and a very real therapy to me that i grew to really need
i understand the police only have 3 speed trailers and a whole community to serve
but this still does not change how life has once become
again since they once again took it from me
i don’t understand why the police cannot apply to purchase more speed trailers
so that people like me who are trapped having to live here
with no place to go to escape the awful loud hot rodding
and i just have to sit here and listen to this loud hot rodding all day long
can have a working speed trailer here on a regular basis
when it calms the street
when it calms me down
when it brings me a way to have some actual enjoyment in my life
being able to watch it working everyday
i know they have 3 speed trailers
why can’t they purchase at least 3 more?
Then i can have one here
I plan to move by Spring of 2018
But until then, i am in agony
because of the noise and the loneliness
and nothing to do now because the speed trailer
once again has gone away
i so wish people would understand my plight
there is nothing wrong with me or my mind
this is the way i have always coped with my life as an Autistic because most people
misunderstand me and are so rude to me
so i have imaginary friends that i make out of certain
roads
highways
cable/satellite boxes
stereos
car stereos and
now two speed trailers that have been on my street,
a Wanco one and an RU2 Systems Fast 870
that i feel in love with even more than the Wanco one
which is why i created a crowdsourcing page